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Post by Hannah on Jun 29, 2012 14:55:15 GMT -5
I'm tired of my everyday life honestly. Nothing exciting ever happens to me. I wake up and do the same things everyday. I feel like I'm just wasting my time. I want something really out of the ordinary to happen.
It's kind of like I just want to start achieving my dreams now, and work really hard and try to be a teen star. I think about that every night and there's a fear of failure that's holding me back. I don't even know if my family would let me start working towards it now.
Even though it's summer now, the thought that I still have a few years of school left scares me. I hate school not because of studying or waking up early or something like that, because I actually do like to learn. I just feel like I'm ready to create something in the world right now, even if that sounds stupid. I feel out of place at school.
Nobody even takes me seriously when I tell them what I want to do with my life, not even my family, and sometimes I question if they are right. I worry so much about the fact that i may grow up with a job I don't want; so much that it makes me physically ill
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